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I just had a lunch meeting with my college girlfriends, some of whom I have not met for almost ten years. Half of them are married with kids. Later on we split up and I was with two closest friends, who are married and running business with their husbands. They were talking about their family life and how working with their husbands are. Of course, there are moments where they got tired of their relationships, but it's not that bad so they soldier on. And I look at my being single. Of course, I still fall for guys from time to time, but I just can't see myself getting married. Or, am I just being sour grapes? :-)